to YOUU:

>the hardest thingg to do is watch the one you love,love someone else.
>if i had to choose between loving you and breathing,i would use my last breathe to say iloveyouu.
>as we grow older,as we continue to change with age..there's one thingg that will never change and that is i will always keep falling in love with you
>they say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices.but i'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be love by youu.
>to the world you may be one person..but to one person you may be the worldd...
the best thing about ME is YOUU...<3

ouh , and and ...read aqah blog, wrote somethind woitt...hmmph!! fc*kkk! thats it uhh, i knew it was coming, should let you go after all the while...
to YOU, YOU KNOWW WHO!
READ MY BLOGG , ? GO AHEAD...DONT COME BACK AND LOOK FOR ME CAUSE IM NO LONGER LOOKING FOR YOU OKAYY!!GET THAT! THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES!!YOU'RE SUCH A PAIN IN MY ASS...!no longer holding on,
i knew it was comingg, i kneww itt!!i fc*king knew itt! stop bothering me and stop caring for me la ehyy! im so returning back whatever you gave me, thats the reason whyy i told you its hard for me to gain your trust back ....get lost you biatch!
hhhh,sighhhh...
if you love me let mw knoww..if you dont ,pls gently let me go.


alright, gonna feeling sleeping noww..

BYEE ASS!!

walla0 , first thing first this few weeks i've not been sleeping well...been staying all night long in front of the comp, had a short period of nap time then woke up and get ready for trngs and also matches..sighh, today i also never sleep whole day , thought after trng went home and sleep but instead of going home i went to meet my friends..so yupp, then i nap-ing in the train still thinking of sleeping when reach home but no..played guitar ,watch tv then comp...haiya, want to sleep but cant..now my body have not enough rest, so pain..! i need a massage la ppl,

kay start off with love friends la ehy;
girl-friend 1:been missing each other but not been meeting up..said that you miss me all those but we didnt spend the time together-ness...nothing much to say uh you,
girl-friend 2:im sorry that i ignored you for the whole of this week during trng and matches,im just holding on to my anger..hahaa, am trying to make you happy with your own way but seems like theres some jealousy in us..its fair that you want to have normal friends contct with them,but you have to know not to go beyond the line...all i got to say is if you just realise what i just realise,(i hope the person reads it)i meant it,really
girl-friend 3:making cntcts with you but ended up in a wrong wayy..sorry but have to stop it right there alright...im so not gonna be like one, yoou knew that im owned by someone right ,so yea..just stop,not going further
girl-friend 4:idk where you are but i know overseas..hope you're doing fine there and come back for trng as soon as possible alrights...i miss you as a friend ,
girl-friend 5:im sorry but i cant accept you,alr told you that im not one so im not alright...not gonna be like one also okayy,get me...im just treating you as a friend,dont want any fights or any again..

so yeah,second is SOCCER!!
i love soccer so much that i cant even stop holding touching or kicking the ball around..as you know im a soccer fr3ak! im addicted to it,so yea...XD i loike,
today trng can say tiring laa..did strength and conditioning;
1)skipping
2)idk the name of the excercise so its kindda like high knees la(ball mates,tell me whats the name of it pls..if you read this post.and tag me alrightt)
3)quads.walla0, leg and body 90degrees..so the loose ,=D
4)weights(some carried 5kg and some carried 3kg,so you guess i carried which okayy)
5)sit ups
6)push ups
7)run zig zag(forward&backwards)
last but not least,
8)abs.
every excercise we have to do in 1min...
then have to run 2rounds for every 1set(no timing)..total we have to finish 3sets and its oh my god..tired leihs,
now my body aching alr but never sleep ...good right, i know rightt ((:
then3, theres upcoming match for national team and also school team..
Monday 211209
match no.1- sch team vs MJC(morning)
match no.2- nat. team vs VJC(afternoon)(re-match)idk whyy but what i heard is that they're not happy..so yupp
then the following two days(either two) have another 2matches
no.3- nat. team vs NUS
no.4- nat. team vs SAJC(re-match)also same reason...
so thats for SOCCER! ~~~

kay, i feel like paying guitar...but its too early in the morning,wait i might wake my fam members up..heehee,
i just have to use the comp very silently lorr...feel like sleeping, just now i didnt shut the comp..tried to sleep but cannot you knoww...i kept on moving around the couch,impressive right...hmmph! im like an owl, sleep when it shines awake when its dark...heehee=D,opposite..haahaa,i loike...


and another thing, i think my teammates is changing(the younger ones) weird way...urghhh,disgustedd....mannn,they're just not at the right stage yett..heeheee,
heyy btw , there's alot of unknown number msg me seyy...i wonder who been trying to get my attention,but too bad..i dont reply to unknown numbers and too strangers...my mommy teach me not to talk to strangers you know..listen to mommy for once..heee~
and3 right, i just receive msg sia, so early morning msg me alr...been texting me pictures asking to love em' and wishes...hmmph!plss la, if you want me to know who you are tell me your name..dont be a stalker cann???....hmmphh!
my eyes sobbing alr leihs..haiyaa...
i tired of typing alr laa,thats it for today bye bloggers..

goodmor+night*winks*

eva~

yeasterday came back frm training went to cousin's place to overnight there and go for game together...i slept at late night sia, around 3plusplus...wth then have to wake up at 12nn..lagy what the hell, was fr3aking sleepy tired and all..off for game at braddel , westlake sec..against middle rangers, yupp..tiring, coach tried a new formattion for us and we're like LOST!..yess, i repeat, LOST..yea, so was damn blur furthermore i knock on one of the opponents head , accident knock..and went blank....yeah, even i cant head the ball...head also once la, when head also damn dizzy..cant concerntrate at all, then coach shouted at me lagy im blurr...haishyo, i kena rabak in the game just now..alaa, everytime have game i kena rabaak lahh...nothing much to say, tired lehhs now..body cramp all over, sien ah...btw match we draw..one all, not bad laa. coach said that if we have our first touches 100% , we can alr beat them 5-0 over..and i was like wow..(imagining)....impressive right , i know rightt....hees
now im so sleepy and wanting to sleep but msging someone..my friend laa, you all dont know..i loike=D wee~

kay off to sleep,goodmidnight everybody..(:(yawningg)

kay , today..
had match against Young Women, we lost eventually..score board 2-0,sighh...did the best i could,did put 100% of myself in the field..the first half was really good, i loike..most of it ,ball all on their half..first half score board 0-0, then had some team talk..second half whistle blows, our team spirit went down..cause we did not communicate enough, so thats whyy goals came in.. did not handshake with them, only one.. haish , i tired alr laahh..i think this the tiring game i had untill i wanna go home quick and SLEEP!!
well , goodnights bloggers.i want to SLEEP!!(: so sloppy now,
tc,